okay guys..i got a new lj...

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add it bitch. :)

i love you zach <3333

okay, so i did more today than i have done all vacation so far, lol. i babysat my little brother kevin this morning. that was a blast...not.  went to nicks around 4ish, hung out with him and zach <3 untill maybe 6ish when jones finally decided to show up. we all went to the mall and met up with ashlie and her friend, and left the mall around 8:45. ( Read more... )

[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I've run away from home.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[]I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[/] I am for Bush.
[] I listen to political music.
[] I collect comic books.
[X] I shut others out when I'm ( Read more... )

Thirty ways to make a girl smile

1- Tell her she is beautiful.
2- Hold her hand whenever you can, she loves that.
3- Kiss her on the forehead.
4- Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5- Always tell her shes the only girl you wanna be w/
6- When she is upset tell her how much she means to you.
7- Recognize the small things . . . they mean the most.
8- ( Read more... )

ITS FINALLY OVER!!!!  thank god grad projects done and over with! sorry, i just needed to express my happiniess.

i love you zach <3

* nik

i was bored so i took pics. today..lol

i love you zach!! <33


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i need to vent..lol.

my dad is a FUCKING ASSHOLE. he said (direct quotes) "youre a fucking iddiot" and  "youre fucking stupid" he makes me so mad. i really can not stand him anymore. i wish he would just move away, as mean and bitchy as that sounds.  and this was all because i was doing my makeup on the computer desk. oh! and he threatend to take ( Read more... )

i just thought that i would update seeing as how i am bored, and had an amazing day <3

today, i woke up around 11ish, got ready and got to choriks around 12:30. jones came and then we went to the mall and picked up ashley  (shes awesome) then we went back to zachs and hung out there for a while, then murtagh came. and we brought ash back around 7: ( Read more... )

dear roger,
it had been a year now since you have left us here on this earth, and not a day has gone by wheni havent thought about you. you were not only a friend, but my neighbor as well. i remeber when i first met you with natalie on the bus in 8th grade, haha you always made me smile. then you went away for a while and came back, and we talked ( Read more... )

i am extreamly bored so i figured that i would update.

life had been really good latley, great even.  i feel so happy anymore that i just cant help but to smile. i feel more complete and i feel loved. haha. i feel that i am going in the right  direction in my life now, and hope that things keep progressing for the better. yes i am leaving alot of ( Read more... )