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He's a myth I need to believe in.
I feel like the more I deny it the more I want it, the more I want him. I could throw it all away to find out, or I could live with never knowing. For some reason I feel like not knowing will ruin me, it's driving me crazy. He's beautiful, unknowingly irresistible. He has me on the edge, wanting to dive in and say yes, take me, love me, do what ( Read more... ) -
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I have a muse. He's not who or what I expected, but he makes me feel like I know myself. It's not my knight, no theres nothing shining or rescue worthy about him, but I could fall for him. He's different, so unattainable, that I cannot think of anything but him. I don't want to love him, that void has already been filled, but yet I cannot not ( Read more... ) -
I don't want to be friends.
I have always loved a tragic romance. The kind you know will never last. But here I am stuck on the edge about to trow myself over and away from the man I love, and I can't do it. I don't want to fight anymore, I just wanted to give up, push him away like I have so many others. But there's something holding me where I am, not letting me go. I ( Read more... ) -
It's been over a year.
I kinda feel bad that I forgot about this place, but then not so much. I do know alot of things have happened scince my last post. Ive moved in with Michael, and well hell we started dating to back up for those who maybe arn't in the loop. I'm definatly not at Shopko anymore, I work at the Bee's on Old Cheney. Beyond that I'm just kinda happy ( Read more... ) -
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Today as Im sure most of you have heard, a horrible tradgedy befel Omaha. I would like to say my thoughts and prayers go out to all the family members and friends of the victims. It is always sad to hear of such an act of evil, but I find it a little harder to stomach when it happenes so close to home. I think of all the people I know in Omaha ( Read more... ) -
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Ah Shopko, how I hate to love you. You pay me to keep the cutomers happy and make the shoes look Stunning, you dont however to pay me to take on the whole Rebel Alliance, and yet thats what I do. But I guess thats what I asked for in taking the promotion, but Im not sure if Ill be taking this next one, I really dont feel like running the Empire, ( Read more... ) -
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Well if everyone hasnt noticed, the Holidays are here! So far I have survived the hectic life Shopko is forcing on me, and Ive even managed to start my christmas shopping early, much to my own suprise, the issue there is no one will tell me what they WANT! Sure I can be creative and think of things, but then I always get something a. they already ( Read more... ) -
A very sad weekend.
For those who may want to know, Saturday night I had to put Sierra down. After almost 13 years the Boo Master is gone, we had her creamated and is two weeks me and my mom are haveing a kind of funeral for her, any of you who want may come. Thank you to all who have been there, I do greatly appreciate it, this has not been an easy venture for me ( Read more... ) -
Yay for shopko!
Whoo....so between Shopko and Halo, I have no time. especially this next week with the holiday reset in my department. Dont get me wrong I love shoes, I just hate moving them....such a pain in the ass, but I guess thats why Jawn pays me good money to do it, and for that I thank him. Other that that I have Dan over and we beat the shit out of ( Read more... )