So Here I am, wondering if I made the right choice, but at the same time Im sure I did....Mabey. I decided that mabey this wasnt fair, whatever game me and mitch were playing. It was my choice, and I thought I was being the bigger person here. We talked saturday and there was the final admission from him about how he thought this would work and ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked at someone and realised that there the one your going to fall hopelessly in love with? Well I have, and I did. The wonderful thing is were both on the same level. The down side...Hes engaged. I guess despite the happiness I feel when Im with him and all that great stuff, theres that stab at the end of the night when I know ( Read more... )

Well Jeesh, big red welcome came and went, and that means club starts this week. Im excited yes, but I keep hoping that mabey some of the drama that club is known for will die down, that would be nice, but Im sure wont happen. On a kinda happy note, Im probably going back to being a Mc. Bitch, I got an offer I really dont think I want to refuse. ( Read more... )

Well, Its been a while, and I still really have nothing to write about, at least that I want to share. I do however want to thank everyone who got together with me last friday to celebrate my birthday, that was awesome guys we should hang out again! I guess on another note, I am excited for club to start back up, Now Ill actually have a plan as ( Read more... )

Woo....so this weekend, Well it rocked pretty hardcore! Friday was long, but alright, got up at 630 to make the 5 hour drive to Cedar Rapids, which was alright, Zach felt the need to attack me all the time, and I will get him back for this I promise. The hotel was nice, bretty basic, but nice none the less. I was sad however friday i missed a ( Read more... )

Man so this weekend has proved to be interesting, and my birthday, well I fucking aged didnt I? Friday and saturday was pretty normal, thank god, and then came sunday, the night if the mighty Cocktail party. Man, Well the drinking started at 8, and man it never ended. To give you some prospective, there were only seven people really drinking, and ( Read more... )

Just for the record I am alive....I guess there was some debate over this. Sorry if you called and I never got back to you, I've just been in a wierd ass mood, and liked the privacey...But Im getting back to myself...slowly but surly. Well we finished the reset of my store...thank god that was hideous...and I found out we have to do aniother one ( Read more... )

Well, this weekend went...alright. I spent all of Saturday bymyself until I was forced into going to clerks 2 with the girls from work, which was alright, It got me to think of other things for a small while. The movie actually was better than I thought, and I think I enjoyed it...yeah I did. Sunday I worked and did the norm afterwards going to ( Read more... )

Yesterday I have to say, was one of the most emotionally draining days of my Life. I got up and started it like a normal day, got my hair cut, went and got some shoes, then went home to get ready. I can honestly say there was nothing in this world that could have prepared me for the Funeral. I got there and it started out alright, I signed the ( Read more... )

This week started out great. Really it did, I was working, and in general having a pretty good time with life. Tuesday I ended up opening, instead of closing, which at the time made me happy. I got off work and got a call from a friend telling me that a younger boy had fallen out of a tree by my aunts house and that he had died. This was of course ( Read more... )