i've decided that letting things happen instead of anticipating them or preparing yourself for them makes things so much better, ultimately ( Read more... )

There are people who make it hard for you to realize their flaws. You know they have them, because everyone does, but they're a whole lot less obvious about it. Then there are the people, who, not purposely, but more demonstratively, make it quite clear that they're just as fucked up as the next person. I am a person of the latter, I've come to ( Read more... )

I am in a FANTASTIC MOOD, damnit!!!

I've been on a rollercoaster for much longer than necessary and I can't seem to find a way off. I wake up in the morning more tired than when I went to sleep; I can't even tell you how exhausting my dreams are. I might as well just stay up all night ( Read more... )

 I lit a few, cheap, tacky-looking candles. It took me about seven matches to do it, but I lit them. I got a real old c.d. player out of my brother's room. It's quite beautiful, you know. Paint splashes galore. Stickers that won't unstick.  A play/pause button that needs to be jammed with a pair of scissors to actually work. But I got it to work, ( Read more... )

I can't, for the life of me, figure out why this song intrigues me so, but playing it at maximum volume in attempt to drown out this pit in my stomach seems to be the only thing I can do right now. I realize more and more how detached I have become from everyone's emotions but my own. All I ever do is let people listen to me, knowing that they can' ( Read more... )

I've officially lost all control.

My throat hurts. My head is heavy. And all i want to do is go out. But I'm stuck at home because of a joke that no one gets ( Read more... )

Prsdragon2002 (11:19:44 PM): hey ( Read more... )

I find it almost sad that we all shared the same evening. To you, it was fun. To me, it was lame. And I hate myself for that. But I can't figure out who I feel worse for. Me or You ( Read more... )