i've had a great deal and a great amount of stress layered upon my skin, and over the outside of my heart. my thoughts have mainly been focused upon money, and how i can save/manage/budget it wisely, so that i'll be able to afford the life that gives me joy up in columbia. my parents both don't want to see me go again...they, afterall, managed to ( Read more... )

the new lindsay lohan album came out today....i want to buy it! i can't wait for jesus's bday and the wonderful things that this coming new year will bring! i'm just hoping with all of my heart that i'll get to see my best kittycat buddy, emily! she's the only thing i ask for, for christmas. i love christmas because of that main, and only reason... ( Read more... )

i just spent a good 15 minutes trying to unwind some gray yarn that my kitty got into... i was watching a movie in the living room, and i heard her little bell jingling on her collar awfully loud. i didn't think anything to go check up on her. well, she had gotten into my mommy's crocheting yarn balls upstairs in the sewing room. not only did she ( Read more... )

i love how music moves your blood, how it makes your heart dance, and how it's the perfect/right sound just for your feelings....a tingling sensation that gives your skin the chills. an appreciation for life and those surrounding it, it's a beautiful moment. no matter what the circumstance, whether it's cold or warm, or just perfect weather...this ( Read more... )

i don't want to become more and more discouraged. i don't want to look back and wish that i had done what was always itching at me...i have no regrets in life, i don't want to make this one be the first. with all that said, i'm glad with my decision ( Read more... )

last night the electricity went out at my parents' house. i didn't get to even brush my teeth, wash my face, or even drink a glass of water before i went to bed. my little kitty and i had fun chasing each other around the house in the dark, while my mommy lit lanterns and candles. good thing this morning the electricity was back on when i woke up, ( Read more... )

my face keeps breaking out, and i hate it. i would've thought that using proactive and wearing the patch would help rid my blemishes away, but no. thanks a lot, satan! man, the O.C. is ripping my heart out....damn trey for almost raping marissa, and zach you suck big balls for plotting to take summer away from seth! so much is going down in the O.C ( Read more... )

two days ago, i went to see the lady doctor....i'm still nauscious (sp?)/dizzy/bloated/cramping/muscle sore. eek, and yucky shit! getting on the patch is fucking my body up. one month to go, and things should settle down. damn the man, mr. brain make up your mind!

Your Confused Body,
Nay

where to start, and where to begin...the world is a paint palette filled with every color for every emotion. my face has been brushed with gray paint. i shouldn't feel upset, but instead feel happy for my friend. i'm going to miss my buddy so much, and he/she probably will never know just how much. this is good news, not bad, i shouldn't be upset ( Read more... )

last night was pretty darn fun. the 310's had a bbq, and i had three hot dogs and a bbq'ed corn husk. later we all played a game of poker, and justin won.....he thinks he's the new pope now. haha. erin invited us all to a party above teller's. i ran into two people that i knew there. that, being jonathon and robin. jonathon was wasted and he gave ( Read more... )