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Canadian whores
For about three and a half hours I read a thread of comments about a girl who whores herself out to older men through some kind of website. Canadian based, and she's saved around $30,000. She's like a neurology major or something with a 3.9 GPA. Is it bad that I've been ruminating over this for a long time?
I would really like 30k. And I don't know ( Read more... ) -
Of age
I dropped my classes for summer session one. I feel like such a loser. I wish I could handle it, but I just can't. The place I'm living at sucks and I need to party more. I need to take a break. I don't know why I even tried, my counselor and I even decided I would take the summer off and I would go an extra quarter or something. I just feel like ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I sleep 12 hours ever day from 5 am to 5 pm on a broken air mattress, that is deflated. My friend, after what I Thought was bonding for three days, yelled at me. When I tried to call her later to put it behind us, she hung up on me. My ex boyfriend won't stop contacting me. My mom wants to help me but she can't because nobody can ( Read more... ) -
End of the year
I have I think over 300 pages to read tonight. Maybe a bit less, I'm not sure. It's a complicated novel, and I don't want to do. In all likelihood, I won't do it. I have a 4 to 5 page essay due in about 15 hours and I haven't even really thought about it yet. I had four essays due between Tuesday and Thursday last week. I don't know how I ( Read more... ) -
Deep breaths
"I hope the break up is feeling right, if not good ( Read more... ) -
Dreams and ecstasy
Last night I had this really vivid dream ( Read more... ) -
I was almost too embarrassed to post this.
I wish this injury could have ended something bad or started something good. I'm just the same as ever. The same 2.8 GPA. The same ruminations. The same screaming inadequacies that I can't silence. Supermassive relics and weights of deficiencies, defects, and delusions of the capacity to be something follow me everywhere I go... and I'll stop ( Read more... ) -
Doing
I realized today...I hate it when people say "good morning" to me. How are mornings good? EVER. They're not, and people need to cut down on their syllables and get a measly "hey" out instead. Chances are, if you're saying good morning to me, I look like ass. Two cheeks and a crack. That would be me. Do you REALLY think the morning in question, ( Read more... )
