my pain is constant and sharp
and i do not hope for a better world for anyone
in fact, i want my pain to be inflicted upon others
i want no one to escape...

she need her candle lit
and ima wax that.

everything happens for a reason. sometimes that shit hurts more than anything in the world and there is nothing you can do to change that. all you can do is pick yourself up, dust off the dirt or wipe away the blood and punch the pain in the face and do your thing. i left chicago, reluctantly and emotionally. i wont be back, but ill visit a bunch ( Read more... )

i havent cried this much in years.

thanks so much to chad and mike for helping me through the past few days. it means a lot and really helped.
seeing the yeahyeahyeahs last night was really fun too, thanks chad for that.
to everyone i couldnt see before i left, i hope to see you again sometime, you guys are all special.

see ya.

so long, chicago. you were awesome and i am sure i will see you again ( Read more... )

Hard times build character, or so I'm told. They teach you lessons worth your weight in gold.

why can't i ever be good enough?

my legs are killing me
i could possibly be getting a little less sick
doubtful.
stop me before i say too much.

whether you save you me
whether you savage me
want my last look to be the moon in your eyes
want my heart to break if it must break in your jaws

sees esle enoyreve tahw em ni was ehs hsiw i. i really do.