Joe Nichols "should I come home ( Read more... )

ya know sometimes I just feel like I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong with the able bodied crowd because I have spina bifida, but I don't fit in with the handicapped crowd because my case of Spina Bifida it is almost like there is nothing wrong with me at all. I feel alone and empty all the time. why the hell am I here ( Read more... )

yea the sleeping demon has been reawakened so long nice sweet Billy, Stormy, whatever you call me hello broodier even more smart assed Billy/Stormy ( Read more... )

Somewhere there should be for all the world to see ( Read more... )

living in a shadow
of a love that didn't last
still haunted by a memory long since past
knocked flat on my ass.
troubled and confused
broken and used
do I win? do I lose?
not my place to choose.
take it or leave it
I just can't achieve it

hey...apologies for not getting on last night. i got home at like, 12:30 and the lack of sleep from my ingram hill rockingness caught up with me. i totally crashed. when none of us get to see it on saturday. just so happens that tivo is the greatest thing ever. eh, just the "hey, i'm not dead. how's life? let's get food sometime" conversation. i ( Read more... )

It's 3 O'Clock in the mornin'.I'm up waiting for Monica. Odds are she isn't gonna show. she E-mailed me around 11:30ish to tell me she's at a friend's house and she'll be online when she gets home after they watch SNL. When did it become Sunday Night Live? I reckon I'm just bitchy cus her ex texted her today. The dreaded first love, that she'll go ( Read more... )

hmm ok then, faithful readers! HA yea right like anyone reads this shit. but anyway. so I left Monica a vouch on mojo, talking about us being together the other day. I look today and it's gone, I guess we know what that means huh? funny I didn't even get a dear John letter ( Read more... )

last night was probably the single greatest night of my life. Monica picked me up around quarter til 6 and we headed over to J's birthday bash at BW3's. it was good times like always when I'm around that crew, I love those guys to death. Monica and I are officially a couple now so I'm thanking my lucky stars that I finally found a girl that I fit ( Read more... )

well it's been brought to my attention that I should update this more often, so here goes. I started dating this chick, well I dunno if you could call it that. fuck I dunno anything anymore. but everytime we go to meet it seems like something always pops up at the very last fucking second. like yesterday we were supposed to go to the drive in, but ( Read more... )