Hear that lonesome whippoorwill ( Read more... )

Lately I have been battling a REALLY REALLY REALLY bad depression. Sure I been depressed before, but lately it's all been amplified. I've just had some eye opening things happening lately. All my friends I grew up with are doing just that, growing up and moving on with their lives. Me I'm stuck on square one, do not pass go do not collect 200 ( Read more... )

1. I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

where to start . well my dad has been extra prickish lately, if he doesn't get his way he comes off with "we'll just see how it is when I stop paying so and so bill." I really don't understand how the man who I am supposed to look up to and be so much like and learn from, how I am a total opposite from him. We're so distant. it feels like the ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like your heart was ripped right from your chest and ran over by a semi? that's how I am feeling now. I liked this chick a lot. but I guess she just saw me as a friend. well I look on her myspace profile and there is some guy saying all that hey baby I love you crap. but her profile still said single. so my curiosity got the best ( Read more... )

well isn't this just special. so my "best friend" comes down wednesday night, he was supposed to stay til monday. I've been completely head over heels for this chick I met at OVW 2 years ago. and it just so happened that she met my "best friend" and she finally decided that she wants to be with me, she has a real controlling ass of a boy friend. ( Read more... )

well I guess the quote from my subject is true. seems my best friend of 10 years is now my Ex best friend. why you ask? because I made a few jokes about that lame ass broke back mountain movie. such as "Doc Holliday,Wyatt Earp,John wayne and Chris LeDoux are probably rolling over in their graves right now", and since the director is asian, "you don ( Read more... )

So where to start? me and the rents are talking about seeing if I can get the gastric bypass surgery. it is a 0.5 chance of death. but the doctors said if I can lose some weight I will be able to get out of my wheel chair. lately I been talking to this cool beautiful chick that lives about 20 minutes from me. she has shown some interest in the ( Read more... )

Rascal Flatts "what hurts the most ( Read more... )

Well for whoever even reads this shit anymore I guess I'll update. Last entry I told you about my friend dating a girl I liked. well yesterday she made the mistake of telling me she was gonna let him finger her. that was the straw that broke the camel's back. I went BALLISTIC. and today well I had my chance to break them up but couldn't do it. My ( Read more... )