I don't feel grounded right now. I feel like everything is spinning around me at a million miles per hour.

SSSSSSSSSLOOOWWW DOOOWN

My little brother got baker acted for the 2nd time in 2 1/2 weeks yesterday. I wasn't phased because its nothing new.. but later that night I was messing around with his phone and it rang. His ringtone was werewolf by cocorosie. I had played it for him a few days prior after we smoked a joint because he thought his head was dislocating from his ( Read more... )

my thighs are huge.

So two weeks ago, my beloved dream man fiance left me. So abruptly, so randomly.. My brother has a tumor in his knee. & to top it all off.. Last night the most freakish thing to ever happen to me happened. I was with an old time friend from elementary school.. it was our first time hanging out in YEARS. We went to her friends house because there ( Read more... )

I'm joining the marines

I'm marrying a marine

I'm growing up

I love life
I love the spontenaeity of it

 I am so heart broken I just feel like puking.. constantly. I'm nauseous... always. I feel like I wasted so much of my love on someone undeserving. SO much of my heart, my soul, so much of myself. I could have spent those last few weeks in Florida with the people who truly cared about me, instead I blew them off for this jerk. I thought in the end ( Read more... )

is almost fucking perfect

things are amazing

i've freed myself from a relationship more emotionally and verbally abusive than anything i ever thought i'd be involved in.

Chicago is the perfect place for me right now, I'm growing up and flourishing

I plan on enrolling in school in the Fall

Everyday I'm hustlin but its gonna be worth it.

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 Chicago is perfect. Everything is perfect, this is exactly what I needed... its starting to snow and its sooo chillay. I hope everything is going well for everyone.


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I'll be in my apartment in Chicago in 4 days. My boyfriend is impossible. I'm excited. I'm scared. I haven't seen more than half of the people I wanted to before I leave. I've been primarily sober for the most part lately. I need new music on my iPod. I can't wait to decorate my room. I don't know how I'm gonna deal with the cold. I've cut down big ( Read more... )

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