on some days i feel like my immediate friendship group is completely falling apart. some days i feel like it's too close and that no one talks to each other.
on most days i'm totally in in love with my friends. totally and completely.
my lungs are slow and my heartbeat is a click click. i can feel it against my ribs. a pain in my lower left back and one in my neck/shoulder area. my whole left side.
i'll go see my doctor monday. it could be a lot worse. like it was four years ago.