Im alive I guess.
Here in houston with my sober father.
visted gorge the ex - forgot how much I missed him until now.
I miss everyone terribly, the people I have left in wichita.
Which for the record isn't much.
.........periods are such pauses.
erk.
bye

-ashes

Hey everybody, well life can not seem to get any worse...Tarah is leaving me...so Is my cousin(her bf). I have a job now at taco bell and its hetic.sorry that I have not spoken to any of you. I miss you black call me soon 940-322-7525 and same goes to you to lachelle.good bye cruel world,good bye.

-Ashley

This song reminds me of a certain someone ... they know who they are...Its a wonderfull song by blue october listen and love it ( Read more... )

So I went to the carnival last night...and I have to say I felt like a complete outcast,but I must accept that because I am who I am. It was great though, I rode the Farris wheel 3 times and Had a funnel cake and brendan won me a scooby doo who later may I add creamed himself with powder sugar...eh, crazy huh? Jessica went and I think she had a ( Read more... )

Well, I found myself in yet another rut...not very suprising to the ones who know me. School is school and as the days continue to get a bit longer everyday I still find myself to be in a joyous mood. Brendan and I have been together for almost 2 1/2 weeks and as each minute goes by I find him to be more of a freak then I, not that I am complaining ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the awards night...YAY.
on the 26th is millitary ball...can't wait.
Summer is around the corner...
and the funny thing about all this is last year around this time I was a nobody and I was doing something completley different with my life then...strange.

sOoOoOoOoOo, Jojo and I are over as it seems. I did love him,honestly. I just could'nt deal anymore. I didn't understand his idea of "friends"..If friends is what he truly wanted then friends it what I gave him....God, telling him that broke my heart into a million shattered pieces. When you have been through that it is hard to glue back all those ( Read more... )

Well,strange day today...I got 2 letters from my friends meagen and dj(thier brother and sister) Meagen is doing outstanding and DJ finally got off the damn drugs, thank god. Also, after 2 years he finally came to terms that we would never be and started thinking of me like a little sister. I am not sure if that is a good thing or not. Hopefully, ( Read more... )

alright,ok,hmmm, yes, no....that is all he says. Damn.

I like Chase but, blah I don't know what to do....I think maybe I was wrong about the whole friends things...eEeEeEeEeEeEeEk. On the bright side today was the first day back to school and I did not dread it.