so you CAN actually add my new livejournal now. so um yeah please do so.
before i never like activated my account or something. idk. just aaaaadd it.
click.

made a new livejournal. friends only. so add me and comment and ill add you back i guess.
click.

i cant do anything when i feel this fat.
uhh. what am i supposed to say to my teachers?
"oh im sorry ms. drucker. i didnt do my homework because i felt like a disgusting lardass and wanted to hide. my apologies."
UGH UGH UGHHH is all i can say.

I AM GIVING AWAY MY FAT IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE SOME.
SERIOUSLY, IT'S ALL YOURS.
OK THANK YOU.

so i've been realllly happy lately.
EDITuntil i realized how it's disgusting how much i've changed.
i'm still pretty happy, i just need to cut the shit. ughhhh as much as i don't want to.
as a matter of fact, this is the first time i've actually felt upset in A WHILE.&i hate being alone now after being at carlys all vacation ( Read more... )

FYI, I still miss you.

i really wish i could have taco bell.
even though that would just make me fffffffatter. ugh.
its the only thing that makes me miss meat though.
besides that i have nothing else that i shouldorcould share.
so that is all.
LAME.

Today I pretty much feel like I am oneeeedumb slut.

even after i threw up he still wanted to kiss me and cuddle with me.
im sure that sounds so gross to you but its the cutest thing ever to me.
friday/saturday was theeeee best.
aaaaaandi think that spencer might be too.
KLJHDGFKJHS. ewwwwshutuptashleyyeyeyaosdfy.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
You have no idea.