For starters, Me and Melissa are seriously on the rocks, atleast in my opinion. We had an arguement Thursday night, because, I am tired of being passed over as a friend. She said that if she bailed on Ian, that she was gonna hang with Krista. On the same day the movie I asked her to see with me two weeks prior, she set plans with a guy she ( Read more... )

Cause its all in my head ( Read more... )

Well, I'm still spinning my tires. Nothing going on during the day. The loneliness is wearing off somewhat. I got some pictures developed that had Lizzie in them, and viewing them caused no great disturbance, feelings of sickness, yadda yadda. So, that is a good thing, starting to get over her. I do however find myself sometimes wondering ( Read more... )

This journal is going to sound pathetic to all those people who only read my journal and never really talk to me, but, fuck it. It's a journal, my journal ( Read more... )

I have to get this off, and completely out of my mind. The whole situation/comments about Lesil. So, here is my side, and what was meant ( Read more... )

Well, Me and Lizzie had a "questionable" breakup last night. She said she wanted to be friends, and I said, I don't do friends. I put her boy in bed and left. Didn't hear from her all day, but, felt as if we were done anyways. It didn't feel good, not bad. So, I get up, find some motivation, I get a hair cut, go to the tanning bed, and roast ( Read more... )

Me and Lizzie- Well, everyone I care about knows that Lizzie is now a full-time non-nude stripper. Nothing I am excited about, but, I have accepted it for what it is, a job. Now, to the quality of our relationship. Well, ever since she took the "new job" things have slipped a little. For the most part, the only time I see her, is the 15 minute ( Read more... )

Well... Where the hell do i start? Me and Lizzie are back together is a good starting point. I guess the best way to describe the way things are between me and her would be complicated... She has her son 24/7, other than when she is at work or sleeping, she works full time, and is only off on Mondays and Tuesdays. It's kinda hard to have a ( Read more... )

Shall we start with disposable? Every time I have breathed wrong, kissed Jessica, etc... Melissa has threatened to end our friendship. Is that not disposable? On to how I magically disappeared... I have had the worst family problems any one person could possibly have, as most of you know. Well, if there was a case of me "disappearing" it was ( Read more... )

Well, about a month ago I met the new girl at my 3rd shift hangout, Jerry's. Her name was Lizzie, and as with all the waitress's there, I was nice, and flirty with her. Well, the shit hit the fan with my family, me and dad are officially done... I roll into Jerry's on fathers day, lonely, hurt, and needing to talk. Low and behold, Lizzie is ( Read more... )