relief

[hostage_of_hope]

I'm both happy and sad right now...

Yesterday want the best eating day. I had around 1600 calories. Which isn't completely restrictive but isn't good either. My heart was back to acting up. Which is sad when I'm happy because I know I'm not gaining. Today I'll eat better. I stepped on the scale today and dropped 1.8 pounds over night. so I'm now at

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[bookgurrl]

It's interesting to me that your heart palps start up as soon as you cut down on calories again. I'll be interested to see how your cardiac tests come out.

I'm glad your SIL didn't say anything stupid at the party. But it's sad that your MIL was bad mouthing her weight. That's just sad. I hope at that age I'm not still hating my body.

I'm impressed your kids will sit through church. My kids hated going to synagogue! I gave up on taking them pretty early on!

Hope you have a great day too!

[hostage_of_hope]

is not so much when I just cut out calories. It's when I cut back calories and exercise. I'm not running right now but the walk to the eye doctor is definitely cardio. The mile home is 232 for elevation gain, pushing a stroller with a 30 lb pound kid, mostly uphill. Today I'm having them, but I'm still low in calories and my heart was already acting up yesterday. I'm definitely interested/nervous for Wednesday. I wonder how long it takes to see the results? I guess, if it's super bad I'll know right away.

Our church has their own worship abd teaching for the kids. We drop them off. It would be a lot harder if they had to sit with us. They would but they wouldn't enjoy going. As of now they all get super excited to go.

I how I'm able to be over this at her age. But if I don't put the hard work in I won't be.

[hostage_of_hope]

Thanks for the lecture. I don't mind. I need it.