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It's been ages since I have posted. I posted to a community but it doesn't seem to have posted to my journal. Idk
Most of my journals were made private but I've decided to change all of that. I've gained a lot of weight. Like 85 pounds. I was struggling with depression and binge drinking to deal with life. Its gotten to the point where I can't stand ( Read more... ) -
Pt 1 of Communication with one of my rapist
I watched a video about a guy that raped his girlfriend, and years later he apologized. Now they travel around the country talking about their experience. My recent trip back home (I'll write more on that later) made me really emotional. I came home, finished off 13 reasons why, and.... Wrote them on Facebook. Only one has responded. I do not ( Read more... ) -
map my run
my workout didn't save because I deleted the app, reinstalled it. But here's what the tech wrote and sent before knowing that. Then he suggested I log it manually. boo.
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so pissed
I did a ten mile run today, furthest ever, and it didn't save!
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This weekend was an interesting weekend. Friday we had my nieces over for a sleepover. I had been pretty much restricting all week. Which lead to what felt like a binge (which is truly wasn't) because I was eating foods that I hadn't planned. I drank spaghetti sauce, ate chips, and nuts, and whatever else. Then put my little ones in safe places, ( Read more... ) -
*that moment*
You realize that your gray hair is coming in exactly like your moms... can we say, trigger? -
Second post of the day. Guess I'm on a roll.
I'm trying to put everything together in my head. I feel very alone, and feel like I have no one to talk to about it. I usually talk to my husband, but I feel like my soul was scratched yesterday when he said I complain a lot. It felt like it shut down a part of our relationship, and shut down communication. So I haven't said one thing to him that ( Read more... ) -
bent
I'm not doing well today. I don't know what's wrong. I feel like everytime I turn around there's a trigger. I feel like I'm pushing my husband away with all of the complaining that I do. I'm so overwhelmed. I have no one else to turn to ( Read more... ) -
TW, trip down memory lane.
I'm up in weight, but given the chocolate and wine this weekend. I'm happy I'm still at the 134, and waist is still 26 inches! Wonder what I would weigh and measure if I were to have the loose skin removed? So, it was very little. Then again, I ran over 3.25 miles yesterday, one was a .28 mile that had a 272 elevation gain on it. Then I walked the ( Read more... )