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[hostage_of_hope]

This weekend was an interesting weekend. Friday we had my nieces over for a sleepover. I had been pretty much restricting all week. Which lead to what felt like a binge (which is truly wasn't) because I was eating foods that I hadn't planned. I drank spaghetti sauce, ate chips, and nuts, and whatever else. Then put my little ones in safe places,

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[vision_89]

-Hey! First off, unless you want it to, the entry will post only to what it says at the top of the page, by "post to journal" with your username after it. You can use the drop down menu next to it to post to a community of your choosing. There is a way to post everywhere (x-posting) but I've never done it and not sure exactly how, it is probably easy LOL

[hostage_of_hope]

if it posts to my journal will only my friends see it, or the communities I post in? IDK. I guess I will just look ignorant for a bit while I figure this out. haha

If you like to read (and are ok with god) Mom in the Mirror by Emily Weirenga and some therapist is actually a really great book! I just finished it, and it was really encouraging. until stress hit and I fell right back into the eating habits.

That's awesome that you like that. you'll have to share some of your gifts with me!

I'm going to eat your cheesecake. Unfortunately, I'm going to probably eating nothing but that meal all day. That's sooo disordered! But there are certain things I can't say no to. Coffee. Wine. Cheesecake. haha

[nicole844]

If you post to your journal it only posts there and there's security settings at the bottom which you can set to friends only :-) In the communities there's usually a security option whether 'public' or 'members' can see it as well. I keep mine to friends only, just because you never know who could publicly be reading it, kind of creeps me out lol IDK

[bookgurrl]

Wow, you have a lot going on

[hostage_of_hope]

I hope he will understand about the tv. it seems to be an addiction for him. IDK. hope I'm wrong and it's breezy to just not join him.

I think I'm too skeptical to try the wellbutrin. Something doesn't sit right with me in my gut. And my gut isn't usually wrong. I was skeptical when she mentioned it, was irritated with my husband skepticism (lol, how fair, right?), but then after talking it out with another friend today... I just don't think I could.

[hostage_of_hope]

We won't but things that trigger binges. He will take them to work sometimes. cheesecake is definitely one of those things. I love it. I'm going to enjoy. But mostly because restricting this week will feel like I've earned it. So stupid.

I'm an extremist. So if I tried being a successful functioning alcoholic I wouldn't be like your partner. lol we all definitely have our vices.

I do have a lot of kids. We are done though. We wanted five. We have five. We are done! It is hard to manage a mental health issue with kids.

And I'm prone to anxiety for sure. I don't think I want anything. Not yet.