-elliptical workout (30 mins)

-fast until 10am (done)

-start reading Chapter 5 for class

-clean bathrooms (done)

-clean up living room (done)

-organize Nolan’s drawers, get rid of small clothing (done)

Can’t believe I finished most of this! Really had to force myself to get on the elliptical, I’m so out of shape. I have tomorrow off too because the ( Read more... )

I got asked for the SECOND FUCKING TIME this month if I am pregnant.
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So petty but I finally got under 120

119!!

126lbs. Oh well LOL. At least it isn't higher. Gone are the days that I'm under 120.

-clean room

-laundry + bedding

-pointe exercises daily

-go over new choreography daily

-Christmas shopping

-enroll for Spring semester at the college

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Quick update because I'm on my phone. On an 8 hr drive back home, ugh ( Read more... )

Hope you guys are surviving!! I am at the first of two potluck type gatherings, trying to be as normal as possible today. Im here if anyone needs to talk:)

I am experiencing the most miserable insomnia...even with over the counter sleeping meds dont help, not unless I take more than is recommended and knock myself out but then I wake up like a zombie and dont feel right. Nothing can be worse than zero sleep though :( it is 4am here and I havent slept at all, I have to travel tomorrow and I am driving ( Read more... )

I miss ballet desperately. If I could just whisk myself away from this life, and I know that sounds selfish and awful, I would be dancing 24/7. Gotta get back somehow, so frustrating that I am unable to do anything for myself right now. Starting up yoga again to stay limber in the meantime, about a half hour on my mat was exactly what I needed ( Read more... )