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voila

hostage_of_hope Jan 12, 2014 10:15

My waist is at 26.5! couldn't weigh in but that's encouraging. Especially since I indulged in wine And chocolate last night.

going on a run today. Not sure how many miles.

*later I ran 3 miles. Then ran a .28 Hill with 272 elevation gain. walked the rest, totaling 5.25.

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man... I feel like a woman.

hostage_of_hope Jan 11, 2014 20:13

every girl needs a pair of high heel shoes!

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shopping!

hostage_of_hope Jan 11, 2014 08:10

husband dropped me off last night for some retail therapy, coffee in hand. It's been a hellish year so far. I purchased 3 pairs of jeans, 2 tops, abs 2 pairs of shoes for $36! Now I'm like, what happens if I lose weight? lol want the plan to get jeans that fit me so I didn't feel like I needed to?

hubby is going to work on the drain pipe (its ( Read more... )

same stuff, different day

hostage_of_hope Jan 10, 2014 08:42

I'm about the same weight as I was yesterday. Which is good. I didn't go up. Yesterday was an exhausting day. I spent most of it doing laundry. I figured out if I cut the size of the loads in half, and increase the spin speed on my washer, then my dryer only has to dry them twice. haha But after days of going up and down stairs carrying a stock pot ( Read more... )

gaining hope

hostage_of_hope Jan 09, 2014 10:18

Ok.. wow. what a year this has been so far! We are almost over our sickness. I just have a cold. And my period was SUPER long this month, adding to the misery. It was almost 9 days. Weird. We had our hot water freeze in the kitchen yesterday, but it is now thawed out. However, the drain pipes are still frozen, so the water has to run into the pan ( Read more... )

survival

hostage_of_hope Jan 08, 2014 11:14

I don't even really have time to be typing this out. I'm cramming "lunch" into my face. My draining pipes are still frozen, but I still cant shut off the water or they will freeze and we won't have water. so I created a pipe thing to run from the pipes into a large bin that I emptied in the morning. Now I'm taking the drip water, boiling it, and ( Read more... )

too cold to function

hostage_of_hope Jan 07, 2014 07:26

slightly up in weight. like, quartsr of a pound. I'm not sure why. Oh well. I'll stick to my plan and lose this excess weight.

hubby deleted show that was upsetting. Didn't bother watching it. Which I was grateful for. It made me nauseous. I hate being this way. I

It's really cold. -7 with a windchill of -28. That dog better do her business ( Read more... )

sabotoging sanity

hostage_of_hope Jan 06, 2014 09:20

Today I am down in my weight. slightly under a pound. So that is good. It's a start in the right direction. Four more pounds and I will be good. I went for a solid run yesterday. Tried out the new shoes. They are slightly heavier than the Reebok Realflex's, but I like them a lot better. They felt wonderful on my arches, had a smooth transition to ( Read more... )

losing battle

hostage_of_hope Jan 05, 2014 07:42

can I change my natural set weight I'd I stay there long enough? Or am I destined to starve myself to keep me there?

I'm up in weight. fucking UP! 135.8. I can NOT go over 136. That's it, kids go back to school tomorrow. I'm feeling a little better. This weight is fucking coming off. Five measily pounds. I might even do one extra for good measure.

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bipolar emotions

hostage_of_hope Jan 04, 2014 10:03

I feel like I'm losing it. I'm feeling bipolar. Even though I'm not. I just have bad coping skills and massive mood swings.

I'm tired of being sick. Every time I eat I get sick with gas and horrid smelling burping, plus cramps. As if I dont already have a problem making myself eat. I'm agitated and all the kids are home. I feel like a lousy mom ( Read more... )