disappointed but ok

[hostage_of_hope]

I caved. again. I wanted to weigh myself since I felt like I peed all day yesterday, started my period, and moved my bowels. haha I lost 2.5 pounds, which means my grand total for recovery is 5 pounds. Which isn't too shabby since I am eating. I think I need to increase as I woke in the middle of the night STARVING!!! And I had a *small* heart palp

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[bookgurrl]

Sorry your haircut wasn't what you wanted. You look great though! Mine is the same as it was when it was long too. I should have changed it up. Now I just want to grow it back out again. I'm glad you got some time out of the house and some coffee and shopping. Nice way to spend an afternoon!

I'm glad you are looking for a happy medium with the eating. I know how hard that is to do. You are amazing! Keep on rocking!

[hostage_of_hope]

Thanks. It was nice to shop and to not be hurried home. An older gentleman told me that I looked younger. Then my son said the same thing, so that made me feel good!

I'm trying to strike a balance. But I guess I'm doing better than I was when I was skipping meals and throwing up. It's just not the progress I hoped for. You hope once you WANT recovery, you just can do it. Not so simple.