finished the book

Dec 31, 2013 11:09



My head hurts. badly. I was going to go on a run today but I'm not going!  Tomorrow I have a date with my new shoes. hubby is home today and tomorrow. But I can't exercise while not feeling well,  or weigh with him here without a fight. And it's not worth it. I did nature myself. My waist was at 27.5 yesterday, and today is at 27. So I'm thinking ( Read more... )

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bookgurrl December 31 2013, 17:25:57 UTC
I've been really impressed with your reflections in this book. You really dug deep and took a good look at your inner most thoughts. I hope it was helpful to you. It sounds like it has been.

I so get the "I want help but I don't want to weigh more" part. I wish I could give up my e/d, and eat like a normal person but stay the same size I am. But that's never going to happen. I always say I can't have my cake and NOT eat it too. I wish it were easier. It's just not.

Stay strong girl! xoxo

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hostage_of_hope December 31 2013, 17:54:22 UTC
Thanks. I think the most helpful thing in the book was the way they spoke of motherhood. It was so beautiful. I think my most surprising insight was that I chose to have kids for ask the wrong reasons. They still blessed me and changed my life.

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hostage_of_hope December 31 2013, 23:58:07 UTC

You make me giggle with your delivery of things. like you rather value a roof over your head. I hope I can get to your mental state where I can manage my ED. I don't have the clinic option, I wish I did.

Thanks for your words. I'm glad you find it insightful. I try to be honest with myself. always.

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