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Hello??
So, um who is still on here that remember me? I usually use facebook but check back in here from time to time, but it has almost been 2 years since I have done that! I would like to be more consistant and make new friends. If /i can figure out how, I will make this a non "friends only"account. Like a open or public account and posts. I love my life ( Read more... ) -
Ponderings
If only the good die young, what do the rest of us assholes do with our lives? Like the phoenix from the ashes and the bulb planted in the ground,can we rise above the dirt and soot to be late bloomers and change our life? Only that can change the world. -
Writer's Block: My First Car
My first vehicle was a 1984 Isusu Imark. It was red. And everybody seemed to think it resembled a foreign luxury car, like a SAAB. That bitch gave me trouble though. I remember it totally just quit on me going back to college one night. I had one of my new outfits I bought when I first got back into the country. I had been away at a teen ( Read more... ) -
My old life
Wow. Frozen in time. I got my computer back. I pawned it for dope over a year ago and just now got it back. It is exactly the same running perfectly. I have all my music, my pictures, my school projects. The wireless at the apt isn't working too well though so I will get cable this week. Yay! Yay! Yay! Its weird to look back and see my stuff ( Read more... ) -
Hard Times-Good Food
I am not cheerful today. It seems no matter how hard I try to put the past behind me it always finds me. Even someone supposed to be my best friend stabs me in the back or tells someone my screwups. Maybe I should try and work some steps with a sponsor so I can walk with my head up and look myself in the mirrror. I just really don't like JAFI. ( Read more... ) -
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Merry Christmas!
So I've been without a computer or library card, but seem to have been keeping up myspace! Things are good, an internet stalker or two, but that's ok. At least i'm warm, not hungry and happy. Hope everybody else has a good day because I know the holidays can be hard. -
update on my boring life
ok so i'm in love again( you know me) and the feeling is mutual. I'm moving in a new apartment and starting a new job next week. I got some shoes and socks and thigh highs at the mall today and i'm getting some new perfume and a new coat and belts.And i might possibly go to jail for a supposed probation violation. And I'm happy. The End. :-) -
Magnolia
For the first time I got through it without doing cocaine or trying to commit suicide. It took 3 days, and a lot of coffee and cigarettes.
Painful
Beautiful
Cathartic
God love Paul Thomas Anderson -
A lil poem by someone
Smashing Windows ( Read more... )