people make me sick

i was at the gym and some guys walked past the tennis courts and called me a mole.
then they drive past later and yell out "fat bitch!!!" in front of everyone.
insecurity much? yes.

i mean im AT THE GYM, what the hell else can i do?
im doing all i can to lose weight and i honestly dont think im that bad in the first place.
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I can honestly say that I never, ever, ever felt this way Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin These are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin

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ok so i plan to upload the weekend photos at lunch!
yay!
they're so awesome...no matter how bad i look...we had so much fun!

the new girl at work is so pretty and so so nice!
good for her
ive decided to be happy for all hot girls, especially all my hot arse friends

if you've been reading my LJ for awhile you'll all know about my ex who EFFED me up
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some people just like to be stuck
you are where you are. because you put yourself there.

selfish

\Self"ish\, a. 1. Caring supremely or unduly for one's self; regarding one's own comfort, advantage, etc., in disregard, or at the expense, of those of others.

They judge of things according to their own private appetites and selfish passions. --Cudworth.

In that throng of selfish hearts untrue. --Keble.

we're all guilty of it, but only the ( Read more... )

i really hate the way my parents portray christianity sometimes.
alot of the time.
its not about judging others.
they're like brick walls and i just cant get through.
i love them with all my heart.
but i cant handle this Claustrophobia anymore.

is there anyone out there
cause its getting harder and harder to breathe

i like bush
i dont care who hates me for it

P.S. check out the new layout bitches...

why the hell doesnt subway farking DELIVER!?

i think my pinkie toe is all kinds of messed up...i cant walk :-(

how classy is it when someone hits on you over the phone? oh yeah? im the shit...me and my 'hot' voice
bahahaha

gym tonight...
im feeling a little better than last night
way too many contributions to that outburst of tears and angst
my eyelids ( Read more... )