i've been spending my spare minutes these last few days flipping through the stack of ten or so bridal magazines that christine bought for me, and so far they've taught me the difference between escort cards and place cards, the importance of toasts, about appropriate bridal party gifts, neat take-away favors, and what to do if you have an ( Read more... )

all day it's been catching my eye and i've been losing myself in it, and in all of this and everything that's happening, and in these amounts of love and happiness that never seem to stop growing, and in my soon-to-be new family, and my own family growing by one. we're so happy and so excited that i think we must be the first couple ever to feel ( Read more... )

how i am right now: very tired, my body aches either from helping john move yesterday or from the same thing that's making my head and throat ache also. i had grand ambitions of going over to john's after class while he was still at work to finish clearing out his room and start the cleaning process, but i didn't quite make it. then i thought i ( Read more... )

i've settled in so well to where i am right now, in my relationship with john, and he's made it so easy for me to love him and so easy for me to imagine everyday like this, in love and loving being in love. I feel like this has been a long time in the making and everything's right where it should be now. it's funny to think that our accidentally ( Read more... )

i'm on this little break right now, between my two morning french classes and my afternoon french class (i actually have a statistics class before the afternoon french class, but i've decided that until we start covering material i have trouble learning from the book i'm not going), and i'm glad i have this break, because just those two hours in ( Read more... )

this whole week has been kind of a blur, marked in the center by one vivid and exciting event. monday was normal, then tuesday i woke up feeling okay, but then in the shower my vision blacked out twice and i had to sit down. the second time i had to sit, i started feeling extremely nauseated and my body tried to throw up, but i hadn't eaten ( Read more... )

man, what has happened to today. it's been so hard for some reason, so hard to put one foot in front of the other. i woke up feeling great, feeling glad i get to kiss john goodbye every morning, and then after i got out of the shower it just hit me what the rest of the day would be like, with a test and two quizzes and homework to turn in, i ( Read more... )

what a lovely, lovely song. i'm not sure who's singing it this time, but not jackson browne and not fountains of wayne, and i'm still loving it ( Read more... )

i try not to beat myself up, and it's not something i normally do except for this one thing ( Read more... )

you're bein' totally cute right now. readin' your book and scratchin' your head. makin' silly noises ( Read more... )