i'm waiting right now to meet up with friends i haven't seen since this time last year, which got me thinking what was going on last christmas, and i really can't believe how much has changed since then. i was beyond stressed, extremely sad, and trying to keep it all together desperately. i spent half of christmas downtown in a psychiatric ( Read more... )

i'm in colorado now. i'd rather not be, you know. or you know, rather, i'd rather a certain special bear be here to scratch my head and put lotion on my back where i can't quite reach. i was expecting to miss him, certainly, but certain things have made it so much worse. i'm sick and it has gotten worse every morning. i started feeling it a ( Read more... )

i can't wait, i can't wait and i won't. i make myself sit and wonder if this is all too much too fast, if i'm ready and if we're ready, if i'm scared and if i'm too scared, and at the end of wondering what i come up with is this: absolutely not, yes yes yes, and maybe a little but no way. no way! i'm so okay with all of this and everything and ( Read more... )

this is what i look like when i cannot motivate myself to shower, because after i shower i have to get dressed, and after i get dressed i have to study, and after i study i have to take a final exam. why so late? don't finals normally end a week earlier than this? i have to take this final, then probably i get to go see eragon with john ( ( Read more... )

today started off miserable, then got tolerable, then got really amazing, which oddly enough coincided with john coming over. the first miserable thing that happened was john having to wake up early to go to work, and not waking up on time because i apparently can't set an alarm on my phone properly. then john had to leave, and not thirty seconds ( Read more... )

i do love my sleep, but it's better when he wakes me up before he go-goes ( Read more... )

sometimes my dog looks more like a bat, sometimes my cat acts more like a person, and sometimes i feel more like a child ( Read more... )

it's cold in here, it's cold outside ( Read more... )

my living room has almost enough furniture in it, and is now perfect for cuddling. tippy is very close to being house broken, which makes me extremely happy. both babies are sleeping on me right now, both on their backs, and it might be the most adorable thing i've ever seen. i just got hiccups for the third time today, and it's upsetting ( Read more... )

last week a tiny six week old kitten fell into my possession, and now i'm adding a ten week old brussels griffon puppy to the mix. chester (the kitty) hates her. wants to eat her. and also my foot. little baby puppy just wants to play. she doesn't have a name yet...in the hat so far: bobbie (due to her large head giving her the appearance of ( Read more... )