I'm sick of taking people's shit.. and not saying anything... doing ANYTHING! I'm not doing it anymore. I was A WRECK this past month... not because... of myself.. or an unhappiness of who I was as A person... but because I expected TOO much out of people.. who constantly disappointed me ( Read more... )

wow, the emotions i'm feeling now.. ARE sooooo UNREAL to me. where to even begin ( Read more... )

I feel like I should write in this.....soo one day I can read back on this....and remind myself how HAPPY I am right in this moment. If things change, or don't work out, that's alright kat... don't regret it. In this moment... you are happy... you found what you always yearned ( Read more... )

Jealousy- Give me my best friend back.
Jealousy- Stop torturing my sister, she is married to your son/brother... welcome her.. not push her away.
Jealousy- Back off my boyfriend, it took a lot for us to be together, let us be happy.

This is when I feel my past, starts to tie in with my present ( Read more... )

This is JUST perfect!!! JUST FUCKING PERFECT! The second I meet a guy, I like, and ACTUALLLY willing to give a chance, HE COMES RUSHING IN, almost as IF HE KNOWS i'm about to put myself out there and he's here to stop me! HE HAS NOOOO IDEA, anything about this new guy, that i'm EVEN talking to a guy, BUT he came back! Says all the stuff to me, that ( Read more... )

I'm going to start posting in this again! I was reading back... on all my past posts... and it made me realize... this was the one place... I actually said all my emotions ( Read more... )

I was going to... make you a video... but.. A) I suck at technology... and "attempting" to make it.. was getting me really frustrated. That will always be our difference... YOU ARE good at that stuff.... I HOWEVER.... SUCK AT IT! SO like my going away letter to you.... It will be posted on one of my "internet blogs" I wish.. that I didn't have to ( Read more... )

change was always something i've dreaded....not anymore ( Read more... )

I didn't think... it would happen like this ( Read more... )