So,

[hot_purple_star]

 Someone I know posted a link to a certain Skillet song.

And damn my ability to understand so much, because sometimes understanding kills.

I understand a little more. I see. I feel the terror and sadness and rejection and disgust and self-hate, and mistrust, and bad memories, and fear, and this list could easily go on and on, but it becomes

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[bird_bone]

Maybe someday I can let you in so you can see all of it.

[hot_purple_star]

I hope so. In the meantime, I'll be content with what I can see.