I am very, very cold. :x And I've got a killer headache again. And my eyes hurt.

But other than that... It's been boring. >_Will someone help me get a life? It would be appreciated ( Read more... )

 Someone I know posted a link to a certain Skillet song.

And damn my ability to understand so much, because sometimes understanding kills.

I understand a little more. I see. I feel the terror and sadness and rejection and disgust and self-hate, and mistrust, and bad memories, and fear, and this list could easily go on and on, but it becomes ( Read more... )

 Sick. :x Feeling very, very sick right now.

I don't know the difference between the twins and me anymore. Is that dangerous? Bad?

Everything gets periodically blurry. I'm half in both worlds.

I'm annoyed. My cuts aren't going deep enough to satisfy me anymore.

 I think it's time to turn this back into a proper blog/journal. Which means that I will not be neglecting it in favor of DeviantART (I can't put anything I'd like to on my journal anyway ( Read more... )

 Will this loneliness end?

 I'm leaving on vacation tomorrow ( Read more... )

 The grey fuzzy will not go AWAY! :<

I feel blah.

I am empty!

 MY BRAIN HURTZ. FILLED WITH MIST. I DO NOT LIKE IT. 

I WANT TO BE BETTER.

I WANT TO MURDER.

I WANT TO STOP THE GRAY FUZZY.

 Fuck this. I'm just not going to eat at all.

Every time I eat something, it turns out that someone else wanted it. >_>