wednesday i go to talk to the doctor about being crazy. it's a big step for me. something i've never admitted but took something to say to myself and to my mom. i cried when i told her. and i wish she would have helped me a long time ago. or someone in my family ( Read more... )

this past week was incredibly insane. i had a lot to do for my internship. my job was to cover the chicago international children's festival. it consisted of me interviewing the people who made movie from around chicago. it was interesting. but dear god, so much fucking work. i ended up doing about 15 different interviews between monday and ( Read more... )

going back to Michigan tomorrow for the weekend. it's always interesting. i have managed to escape seeing people from high school for quite awhile; however, going to the football i'm sure i'll see plenty of people i despise ( Read more... )

where to begin...school is crazy busy. i feel like if i'm not there i'm working on something for it. it's really starting to get overly tedious and monotonous ( Read more... )

coldplay, fix you. kills me everytime. i could die happy to that song.

my life has become an insane juggling act trying to make sure i'm at work, school, and my internship, and getting everything done. it basically sucks and i'm in a really bad mood because it never seems like i have time for anything and the only comment people have is, "Welcome to the real world." fuck that. in the real world you don't work from ( Read more... )

i never have anything to write in here because nothing in my life ever seems exciting ( Read more... )

wow, so it's been hella long since i've updated this thing. well, i'm sitting atmy internship with no work so i thought i would write something really quick ( Read more... )

i've learned a lot of things since moving to chicago ( Read more... )

i called home this morning to tell my mom about my puppy. i found out that tomorrow they are going to put my dog from home to sleep. i'm going to miss the old gal, but she's been around for 13 years, so, i think it's time for her to go ( Read more... )