So everything has been going ok over here. I'm realizing motherhood is very hard. Not so much motherhood, but the whole waking up every 3 hours all day and night long part of motherhood. And I think I smell puke. I smell it right now. I dunno if its me or what. Anyways, Holly is eating more than most 1 month old babies. She is at 6 ounces of ( Read more... )

Holly and I. (I was on a massive amount of Morphine)


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Oh man we are soooo excited. Holly is finally here. February 15, 2005. She weighed in at a wopping 8lbs 14.8 ounces and 20 1/4 inches long. ( (Read More) )

Im updating to put in my memories log. I should have put a couple of things into the memories log but I just found out how to ( Read more... )

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Let's see...where do I begin. Ok. So I have Holly's room almost done. It's painted with all the wall designs up and everything. I have her clothes cleaned and put up. Bed is made. I just need to put shit where it belongs and Im good with her room. I decided that my house needed a little fix up. Just a little help to make home look more like HOME. I ( Read more... )

So I haven't been doing too much lately, or trying not to. I've been having to fuck with my boss for the past week to fix my schedule. I fucking cannot work 3 12 hour shifts. Come the fuck on now. Look at me. I'm a beast for fucks sake. I can barely breath, let alone work on my feet for 12 hours. S I went in today and had it fixed. John and I are ( Read more... )

Yesterday was probably the shittiest day of my life. Wait, maybe one of the many, not THE shittiest. Anyways...John and I are fighting. We have not been getting along here lately. As a matter of fact, he feels like he has no place here. I treat him like he is stupid and retarted so he decided to stop being here for me. I understand how he feels ( Read more... )

So I've had the worst day and the best day. Weird. My grandmother is dying. We just found out that she has a cancer mass in her chest. The fucked up part is is that it's been there for 9 months and the doctore are just now seeing it. They never even fuckiing looked at her test results. So she has been going in and taking test and doing x-rays ( Read more... )

John, Holly and Me...Aren't we cute as shit...


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