so as most of you know i have a boyfriend. he's a crazy black man! yes i said BLACK MAN! he's black and he is a man not a teenage boy. he's 30 years old. we've been dating now for like a month. its fun i guess. i dont do well in relationships, so i guess thats why i am taking this one so slow. its weird because my mom i s so okay with it ( Read more... )

so i fell in the shower brused my arm and hurt my sholder. it was really sad but funny at the same time! i had to dance at mira coasta this whole weekend and it was fun because i feel like i really got to know the other girls better. we went shopping and we had awesome talks and i really got to open up with most of them in a way that i have ( Read more... )

i am so lost. i cried last night because i missed you so much. i cant take this anymore, i hate not being able to talk to you the way we used to. i miss the way you held me and the way you showed me you cared. i cant stand the way everyone is still talking about it and how we dont talk about it. i wish i could tell you how i really feel but i ( Read more... )

yeah so i told andrew that i liked him last night. ha that was probably the worst thing that i have done in my whole life!!!!!!!! i am scared for sat. when we go to 6 flags. i hope that it is okay ( Read more... )

i'm lost without you,

i miss you and dont know what to do,

stupid things were said and i am sorry,

being up at serra tonight made me think of you and i all the things that we had,

i hate it,

i cant sleep,

cant think,

cant take it anymore,

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED????????????

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so chula ran away on sat and we couldnt find her :( i was really sad my dad even cried! then we put flyers out and a family found her!!!!!!!!!! when she got home she was so excited and my mom gave her a bowl of ice cream because thats her favorite! everything is good now and i finally got to sleep with out worring about her! thank you for all ( Read more... )

sitting in history not doing anything and i just want to sleep but cant because ha i am at school. :( i am so tired because of tim calling me at 4 o'clock in the morning... i could kill him and we fought the whole time on the phone. the only time we weren't fighting was when he tried to make me laugh. no funny at all. of well, its kinda weird ( Read more... )

okay so i am sitting in history right now and i just got a really cool idea! so my idea is that i should go to college and i should have a good four years doing that! everyone who just left get me excited to leave and go to college too! i cant wait to go looking at colleges on the east coast with my mommy!!!!!!!! party it up!

i am so happy summer is over!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to get school over with... i have finally figured out what i want to do with my life, or with my life until i am 30.