wow. the flight was depressing. the clouds were pretty. i was listening to the great below. for all we could have done, and all we could have been.i realize how stupid i was
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i don't know why i expect this to give meaning to my life. school... maybe i can meet some people. or somthing. will that give me meaning? i don't know.
havn't updated in a while. maybe i died. just wanted to say i didn't. so hahah. i feel like shit. i miss cornerstone. i was at bn. and i saw people from cornerstone. and it made me sad. cuz i realized hm i missed them.
CAMP SUCKED. a lot. the only good part was when i wrote god hates you and death is near in one of those devil stars. i wrote it on the floor of the meeting hall. so people got to see it.
... friday night ... i wonder how many people are having fun right now ... i wonder how many people are dieing right now ... i wonder why i'm being alone makes me sad