Bulletin: Still alive. ha ( Read more... )

another bout of self-loathing coming up ( Read more... )

Eck ( Read more... )

Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers. "Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering"... Damn kids. They're all alike. But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950's technobrain, ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what made him tick, what forces ( Read more... )

not dead.
yet.

havn't updated in a while
sorry

i'm perfectly happy
and still thinking of ways to kill myself
it's wierd
i'm depressed about being happy

out

still here.
still thinking about her.
don't know why.
thought about calling her for a while.
but then decided that she would just say i need to go on and stuff she spouts at me now.
but i can't.
i wish i could go back.
do it right.
or not even right.
just again.
again.
another chance.

5 staring at the floor
7 put a gun to my head, bang
5 life is a

damn ( Read more... )

still alive

i had forgotten this song