Hehe i was checking to see if this still existed. I'm bored and sitting around at college, i skipped my first hour my laziness is amazing lol.

So i was just doing an assesment of my life and i realized how incredibly shitty it is right now. So before i left for my road trip i found out there is no housing availible at Colombia and thus i can't go meaning i'm stuck. I'm stuck here.... oh God i need to go...but yeah that really sucks you know, but i run into Bruce (manager at NorthStar) ( Read more... )

So tonight i went and saw Harry Potter all by myself, Wes and i were going to see it last night but to my utter shock it sold out at North Star leaving us shit out of luck. So i decided to see it on my own today because Wes had to get some work done on his truck, but anyways I'm sitting there content as can be, but the entire movie i wanted to cry ( Read more... )

Hmmm i'm sleepy, i bought hair dye i'm thinking maybe i'll go red for a little while, i dunno, i don't care. Oh great news i was accepted at Columbia, its an amazing arts school, so that makes 2 places i can go next year, i'm just happy i don't have to stay here, i just have to choose which school to go to.

Ok i'm kinda scared, conferences are tonight (and yes my parents still go to conferences) and my grade in government isn't too hot. I'm just scared their going to take my car away (its my only source of freedom), or their going to not let me hang out with Wes. I won't take that! I just won't! I know it seems like i'm throwing a hissy fit but you ( Read more... )

Lol i went to nates B-day party yeasterday it was so much fun. Alyssa, Chel and i rocked i out with freshmen guys go us! Oh and i got a love letter from an 8 year old whos cool? me (jk) well i love ya all!

So the winter guard performance was spectacular! i mean it!!! I was so pumped and proud, i seriously think last night was the highlight of my entire year. It was just great beyond words. God i love Guard and acting so much i'm so thankful to have them in my life, sometimes they are the only things that pull my through. Andrew came to see our ( Read more... )

Is it wierd if i get excited when i bleed? I'm waiting for my mom and talking to Rob and all the sudden i see reddish-brownish spots on my knee, and i relize hey my hand feels wet so i look and theres scarlet running all over my hand, and for some reason i was really happy about it. i didn't want to wipe the blood away or to stop bleeding, i loved ( Read more... )

So the dance freakin rocked! I danced the night away, and head banged my head off although i think i'm going to regret it later though. i wish i had someone, i hated watching all those couples. Yeah Jared's lame! Alex was there, So was Amanda and he just couldn't bother to come, but he said he'd hang out with me so whatever, trying not to hope... ( Read more... )

so i came to a sudden revelation today! After advisory i was pretty upset because once again Brett tore away at the very things i love to slowly rip me apart. I always believed before that he truly was trying to help me with guys but today when he attacked guard and acting he went to far!! i live breath and exist for acting and guard this year, ( Read more... )