*sigh* i'm pathetic, i like a guy and i got his screen name at the end of the play thinking i could talk to him, which would be cool because i like talking to him, and it would give me a no pressure way of getting to know him better, but it sucks because every time i get on-line hes either not on or his away message is and hes been idle for hours ( Read more... )

ugg i already typed this but the computer is being fucking gay! but any ways over at alyssa's, it should be fun with the combination of sleep deprivation and a crap load of caffeine i can guarantee a few good laughs. yey for Caffeine! yey For Bitch Sessions! Yey for Princess Pals! Well i love you all lots but i'm going now *Blows kiss* ttyl

Christmas was pretty good, just chilled at home all day and slept a lot. I got a frickin sweet chess set with like wizards and gargoyles and dragons for the people, and The second Amy Brown book of art work and Monty Python and the holy grail, and other random things so thats spiffy. Hoping to hang out with some people, so call me if your bored. ( Read more... )

I feel like me again!!! Maybe its finally getting enough sleep and not being completely exhausted, maybe its just having time to myself or maybe its delusion from to the combination of to much sleep, coffee, and reading, but i just feel more like my old self. I dunno i'm going to sound physco now,but i always feel like like magical, i'm an ( Read more... )

Still on the rack of love! bored out of my skull, i miss hanging out with my friends!!!!!!!!!

Well i got to make this quick... Basically the plays done i cant believe its over we ended up kicking ass though so thats good. in the word of Georgia Nicholeson i'm on the rack of love again, lol i'm not to worried about it at least i'm not emotionally numb any more now i just need to get my head out of the clouds if thats possible. well i love ( Read more... )

life is kinda sucky, i look like shit, have no love life, mainly because i don't like anyone that likes me... i dunno i'm lonely though i feel so awkward my three best friends are now all dateing someone which brings us closer in a way when their bf/gf isn't around but when they are i feel like i'm kicked to the curb or awkward. i'm trying to ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be working on history now, but i have know clue what i'm doing.... i am so Screwed its due friday i don't think were working on it in class tomorrow, i have no time tomorrow evening and tonight i don't know what i'm doing and i can't focus..... this week is so chaotic, in a way i love it, like i like feeling like i have a life, but ( Read more... )

I was down earlier. Mainly i get lonely i feel kind of left behind, but yeah whatever. I feel better now, mainly because i figured out what was wrong...Well kind of, but yeah.. I want Fred and George Weasley (James and Oliver Phelps) So bad! honestly i wish there were guys like that in our school! I want them!

Whoa i'm like freakin' flying lol, seriosly...umm.. well actually all rational thought has left my head ( Read more... )