So im loving california like crazy. Its so nice to be out of washington. Granted i miss my family but i think ill get by. Looking for a job sucks as usual but i have so many connections here that i think ill do just fine. Probably the best decision i have made in the last ten years. Just a little hard dealing with living with someone im dating ( Read more... )

I worked on my car today and did a full tune up. It was nice. I changed everything myself and now my car runs so good. Its nice to be able to know how to do those types of things. Yay for me.

I checked myself into "rehab" today. Had to do it. To much drugs and alcohol. Im my fathers son. It sucks. but i need to fix it. see ya all in a month

For once in my life i feel like im doing the right thing. I completely changed the venue of work i do and feel like i have taken so many more steps lately to becoming an adult. Its really nice/scary at the same time. I cant go out anymore during the week which rocks. The only thing that sucks is that the only other person i really know who has ( Read more... )

drinking is bad. thats all

Got a new job today. SO EXCITED. i get to do office work and dress up pretty. Hopefully i can use my wonderful people skills to wow them so they keep me for ever and pay me tons. No more stupid traveling all over or doing annoying overnight dirty, grunt work

its funny when someone points out your "front". and by that i mean how i always tell people that im just meant to fuck and not date. this girl i knew for all about ten minutes figured me out way faster than people ive known for years. its crazy and funny but it was so nice to hear it and have her shove my absolute bullshit in my face. and cause ( Read more... )

im starting to regret a decision i made about this house im moving into in two weeks. unfortunately the lease has been signed and i have to live with my decision. but 3 other roommates is one thing, the 4th not so much. oiy, freeloading people drive me nuts and if this said person thinks he is gonna be "living" in our house the bitch is gonna ( Read more... )

road trip next wednesday. california in a convertible. sounds like a blast, gotta love crispin

It seems that alot of peole i know right now are sad or frustrated and i always try to be there and help whenever i can. But sometimes i gotta let my wall down too. Ive always been the one who tried to pull it together and be strong for those around who are suffering. Sometimes its awesome but othertimes it sucks. I remember when reece died i ( Read more... )