I leave the state in a little more than two months, and even though I'm excited it's starting to hit me hard.

God, I'm a genius sometimes.

Some days I think about the fact that I'm gonna be going to school to become a doctor and I actually get pumped about the future. It's a strange feeling.

Fuck Farmington Maine. Can't wait to get out of this town.

I feel like it might be weird, but Autumn always makes me wish I was in a relationship. Spring always seems to make me feel like breaking up with someone...Isn't it supposed to be the opposite?

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I've spent today figuring out the cost of living in the new apartment and comparing it to the cost of the dorms. I figured out that I was paying 596.50$ a month to live in a shit dorm room, and 140$ a month for cafeteria food ( Read more... )

I'm back to hating myself and the human race for the time being...

This winter is going to be a lot harder than I had hoped.

I'm bummin hard. That's all.

I've been sleeping less and less and for some reason it makes me feel more at home. My preferred state is insomnia. Normality is synonymous with fatigue.