i still want to be here

more and more frequent occurrence: lying in bed in the morning, while trying to psych myself up to get out of bed, i think, "i can't wait to get home this afternoon"

the two best compliments i've received recently, paraphrased:
1. "your work is really like a screensaver."
2. "it's really nice watching you use the internet. you're so efficient."

classes i have taken/am going to take in art school:
"conceptual approaches"
"performance objects"
"virtual installation"
"modernism/postmodernism/antimodernism"
"potential melding of drawing and technology" (twice...)
"feeling in real time"
"cyberpower"
"neon techniques"
"experimental 3D"
"visual language"
"the event of time"
"the universe"

just remembered a few weeks ago when i was bored in class i wrote down all the lyrics to "ask" and "everyday is like sunday" instead of taking notes

today i was thinkin "art is stoopid" but then i went to the chicago art fair preview n got free beer and cigarettes, so i guess i'm cool w/ the art world for now

dreamt that carson and i were having a contest to see who could make the best drawing of a dog. mine was a group of red triangles on the inside of a bottlecap

how the fuck is it april already

good riddance, tbh

i try to maintain a certain critical distance from my own life