Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

The Definition of  Success - To laugh much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affections of children; to earn the approbation  of honest critics and enudre the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to give one's self;  to  leave the world a little better, whether by a healthy child, a garden ( Read more... )

It's been over a year since i've last written.  i can't believe how much i've changed and grown up in such a short time.  looking back, those entries don't even sound like me, now.  the biggest difference of all is that i'm a much more easy going person.  i think i've outgrown "hothunnie06".  i'm happy to say that i've broken the tradition of bad ( Read more... )

i don't know if anyone even reads this anymore or not but i need to vent.

tonight at work was pretty slow... i only had a couple of tables. one of the tables i waited on was this older couple. they got along so well and were laughing and joking with each other. they looked really happy. when the lady was in the bathroom, her husband was telling me ( Read more... )

Consider this a letter that I never sent

However inconsiderate it seems

Do you still consider me...

Consider me the girl you laughed with

Or that you learned to live without?

we stayed up all night, and I felt your heart beat close to mine.

i wish i could have seen him leaving...

i wish i could have held his hand.

You were my favorite ( Read more... )

falling in love is everything you were taught to run from.

Snap out of it
I'm not falling for this one

If love is surrender
Then whose war is it anyway?

Do just what I tell you
And no one will get hurt
Don't come any closer
'Cause I dunno how long I can hold my heart in two
Make no sudden movements
And no one will get hurt

it's only you, Beautiful.
or i ( Read more... )

i am tired. tired of murky, gray, unidentified and undeclared.

i hate talking about my feelings. i hate talking about my "relationship." i know i'm a chick and chicks are supposed to be all emotional, but i'm not. i don't like it one bit. i particularly don't like asking a guy where the relationship is going or how he feels about me. Ew. it should ( Read more... )

So quiet ( Read more... )

i am so happy.
not the "yes! warped tour is finally here" happy
not the christmas morning kind of happy
not the "i got a new car" kind of happy either...

it's the kind of happy where i'm too excited to sleep...
but i almost don't want to because i'm scared that it's just a dream

soo... i'm writing this from work. i LOVE my new job... my boss is by far the awesome-est. i actually look forward to going to work which is a first... i got my license FINALLY... and i get joe's car in less than 2 weeks when he leaves for college. woot woot... WARPED TOUR IS FINALLY HERE... only ONE more day. i know that people complain about the ( Read more... )