Why is so hard to distance myself from toxic relationships?

Yes, I am *still* talking to him.

Well, it's approaching the critical stage. I am almost all out of options.

But it will all work it's self out.

I'm starting to stress. I'm lonely. And for the first time in 3 months, slightly home sick.

Trying hard to stay upbeat and positive, but I am starting to lose it.

I must be inherently broken. Plain and simple. That is all there is to it.

When it's over, whatever the reason, it's over. That is a lesson I have learned through my many failed relationships ( Read more... )

I'm in a really weird place right now. I can't quite explain it. Everything around me is uncertain, but for some reason, I have total inner peace going on ( Read more... )

Wow. I have no words to describe what just happened.

I am mainly upset at myself. I just seem to be a horrible judge of character. Nay, my real problem is choosing to ignore major character flaws in people.

I need to work on that.

I've got to be the most unlucky person when it comes to men and relationships. My problem is I fall too fast and feel too much. I know this. It just dissolved. No real warning. Just . . . over. And that's it.

In other news, I am moving to Kelowna in a few days.

I am attracted to and repulsed by this guy at the same time.

WTF?

Disregard my last post.

I'm over it.