i seriously don't know why i do. it never works out ( Read more... )

i'm telling you i do. they are so confusing, and so much work, and ugh. i don't want to have to be the one to ask, "so hey, are we like gona be more than make out buddies or what?" he's supposed to do that, not me. but he doesn't seem to be doing that so fuck, what else am i supposed to do? i have never in my life asked a boy to be my boyfriend and ( Read more... )

today was totally freaken great. well, except when i first woke up. i woke up to my mom yelling at everyone because we lied last night about where we were and what we were doing so she's bitching that she's going to move out on the first of the month. so we had a little pow wow, me, my sister alyssa, yaeger, vicky, and megan about what we're gona ( Read more... )

1).Whats something no one knows about you? there's a reason why people don't know certain things about me ( Read more... )

i failed my fucken driving test. fuck it all. i'm going out and getting drunk as fuck tonight and if someone has something to say about too fucken bad.

today, i cleaned. my goodness did i clean. when i got off work i cleaned the living room. i put the christmas tree away and rearranged the furniture and what not. jen was here and helping me and she said she was in a cleaning mood and she'd help me with my room so... she helped for about fifteen minutes then i did the rest. it may seem like a ( Read more... )

you know, this whole damn season is hell on me. i got sniffles and chapped lips so far... next will come probably a cough and a sore throat. fuck it all i tell you, fuck it all ( Read more... )

if you don't like me, or how i am, drunk sober whatever, fuck you... i don't CARE how you feel about me... I am me, period. If you don't like it go to hell I DONT FUCKING CARE

i hate this holiday. i'm freaking alone. i called dan. he was an ass hole. big surpise. he's with a girl. i hate that girl. he's supposed to be with me. the boy, ryan, who i'm supposed to be making out with is being gay and keeps hanging up. i'm not ugly, i'm not unbearable... so why the fuck am i alone?

So, it's New Year's Eve... I just got off work a bit ago. It was actually pretty busy. Tonight I'm supposed to be going to some party with Jen, my sister, Jackie, and Nathan... We're going with the boy I met and kissed Saturday. Or, at least I think we are. Hum. Dear God I hope nothing bad happens tonight. I am not in the mood for bad.