okay, can we say what a boring week?
boring and quite scary in a few ways. i hate worrying over nothing. i'm too precautious. :(
this weekend was actually fun for once! which is just what i needed.
i miss going to hockey games with sammy jo and staying up all night
*sigh*  those were the days.

i give romeo and juliet an A+++ :) you were all terrific!
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KEITH URBAN CONCERT! ;-)
whoaaa it was theeee best night of my life by f-a-r! :)

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my happy phase has sadley moved on. reality can just hit hard sometimes. watch out for it.
you never would guess alot of things that have happened in these past days. i need to know where my best friend is. i'm worried about him, i love this kid to death and i'm scared. :(
no one is there to tell me "it'll be ok" or calm me. so i must do it myself.
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what happened to all the good times we've all shared?
let's make more memories. k?
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updating is becoming more addicting ; loving it ;-*
life is falling back into place, just how i wanted it to. also loving it. <3
high school is reality. my mom needs to face it! hah. meanwhile, i think it's awesome that i get around doing everything i feel like and she has no idea, even when its right in front of her. how dumb :) gotta love it though ( Read more... )

keith urban concert is coming up ! nov. 12 baby <3
basketball is ending, for once that makes me happy :)
and varisty football will kick westersn ass tonight ! just like our freshman boys did. yeaaa <3!!
ok i stole this from kelsey, just because it made me laugh...
100 places to make out... what have you done?
1. church 2. photo booth 3. Ferris wheel 4 ( Read more... )

another sunday update <3
i had no sweetie on saturday. :(
i spent it shopping with my mother, and hanging out with sammy jo.
went to see friday night lights. eh, its not the best. me+sittingnexttouglyfatguybecausethemoviewaspacked=not good !!!!!
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i find i only update on sunday afternoons. <3 it's these times i have time for thought and to let everything out.
i miss the past, i love my past. i hate the future. i don't even care to know what's in my future, nothing can be better then how things were, only weeks ago. :(
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highlights and low lights of homecoming 2004. <3
highlighs most def. 1st !!!

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i'm too confused. i don't want to leave and never turn my head back.
but it seems clear thats what i need to do. everyone tells me too. i even see it. it's just i can't. i care about it too much.
i'm sorry everyone, i just don't know. i need my brother. :(
wheres my brother?!?! :) i'll see him tomorrow, and get a nice hug. i love my brother.

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