its my second day of weight watchers and i am already going to commit suicide. i never realized how addicted to food i was. i really feel like i am having withdrawls. im going to pull my hair out of i can't have cookies!

today i received some of the worst news one can possibly receive; my uncle is dying. we just found out that he has aids. no one ever knew, even his partner. he's known at least several years, but we aren't sure why he never said anything, and now we'll never know. he got an mri a few weeks ago and it showed lesions on his brain, and evidence of a ( Read more... )

So St. Louis was totally awesome! I definitely want to go back again. Like sometime this year. The drive was not bad at all. When we got to the hotel we just kind of hung out and just ordered a pizza. i drank over half a bottle of cuervo (i dont remember the size) and i barely felt shit, which amazed me. i guess it was because of all the eating i ( Read more... )

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why in the god-damned hell do i have months upon months between my entries nowadays?? i hate it, i liked doing this journal thing in the beginning, it kind of helped to relieve stress. well so here's a lil bit to talk about since i last wrote ( Read more... )

Your Porn Star Name Is...
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oh my god it has been like forever since i have been on this thing! life has been crazy what can i say. a full time job, school, and baby make it difficult to get online anymore. that used to be huge for me. not anymore i guess. oh well. life has been pretty decent since i last caught up with this damn thing. i mean of course work makes me want to ( Read more... )

Your Kissing Purity Score: 66% Pure
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ok i have a lot of venting to get off my chest. . .WHY THE FUCK ARE GOOD GUYS SO HARD TO FIND NOWADAYS????? you know, while i haven't dated/hooked up with many guys in my life, NONE of them, i tell you, not ONE of them, were even remotely close to my type. i want a tall guy, with the broad muscular shoulders, a football player kinda type, bad-boy ( Read more... )

so, this evening, something had come over me. a huge wave of creative emotion. this doesn't happen very often so i made sure to take full advantage of it. so i wrote a poem about my innermost thoughts and feelings. now when i said this was creative emotion, i didn't mean that this was perfect poet emotion. i suck at writing poems, i always make ( Read more... )