so much has happened... i keep meetin new ppl unexpectedly. and we like all hung out sat night with sarah. sarah met her date chris. my date chris, well hmm.. that might be a different story. i'm not sure if this is how i want my senior prom, but it'll be fun enough for sure. party after at my house. theres a lot of stuff that has happened that's ( Read more... )

i've been stayin at brians house lately. its a lot easier than at my house. it helps to always have someone there to talk to ya when you need it. seriously ( Read more... )

i had some ppl over after the showing, and we were celebrating for kyle. we all thought thats what kyle would have wanted. todd and chris and chris came over to, with kates. me n todd hung out and ended up fallin asleep in a bed, and it was really nice.
The funeral was really nice, very simple, but tons of people. i can say both kyle and tony will ( Read more... )

tony ended up dying yesterday, also. It's really hard tyrin to accept that 3 ppl have died that are close to me within a one day period! even through it all, i'm tryin to be strong, cuz i know brian needs me, as well as brad and scott and gary. its so hard to be strong when u feel so weak! its like i'm helpless, even though i'm know i'm not. its ( Read more... )

kyle ended up dying this morning. i never knew this: his brother is in the furst grade class that i teach in. it was really hard knowing that kyle was no longewr with us, when his brother had no idea that kyle was seriously hurt. it seems so strange to have him gone, even tho we didn't usually hang out at night like now. but still ( Read more... )

just got back from Brian's. went over there about 2. we talked a lot. and it was really nice to be able to talk about the kyle and tony thing. talking about it seroiusly helped, and were gonna go up to the hospital tomorrow morning to say our goodbye's.

Brian just called me ( Read more... )

after kates game.. todd, me..... chris, katie... and chris gould. went to eat and then we went back to katies house. oh man. i think katie is so awesome. i can be completely myself and say the stupidest things and not worry at all about what shes gonna say back ( Read more... )

this weekend. was kinda really fun. todd was down in pontiac with chris c. so chris, mike, jovan, romell, me and brian and brad hung out at chris's after work. that was fun. lol. they ahd so many storied i laughed so hard ( Read more... )

the talk: where to begin. i'm not sure.

things are good, and we're good. but things need to be taken slowly, which they would have anyways. but i kinda feel like were gonna end up going back a step instead of progressing. its like after we were seroius, we went back into just playing around, so its not like anything changed, but i'm worried that if ( Read more... )