what is all my work for? Am i even nearly as good as people think i am or i lead myself to believe sometimes. Sometimes you wonder if people tell you the truth. I dont like how i look again and i know looks are a factor especially in this feild and its been annoying me. That looks can hold you back vs. talent. I guess i have to change.

Acting, Acting, Acting.

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping ( Read more... )

I am sitting in my house... I am a prisoner of Fay. I have a theory that it hated its name and that's why its taking its revenge out on Florida ( Read more... )

To brendan-


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The summer is coming to an end.It is getting me depressed. I met such fantastic people this summer and i refuse to not see them during the year. I have been out of the loop with my "winter springs friends" and probably missed allot. And with the new year coming up i don't know what to expect from me, my friends, or my troupe. I know what i want to ( Read more... )

"Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied ( Read more... )

so i was looking at my past journal entries and i was like
fuck i am depressing!
this year has been allllllot better and that makes me happy!!!! *knock on whatever my computer desk is made out of*

states 8 DAYS?!?!?!

So its like 10:52 and i walked into my parents room and they were having a "family discussion" and i wasnt included. They were talking about like ryan moving out or something. The thing is i always joke about Ryan still living here but its gonna suck when he leaves because then it will only be me and my parents,I will have to be out of the house as ( Read more... )

eating cookies ( Read more... )