Turn and face the strange ( Read more... )

hahaha oooh live journal ( Read more... )

man ...i am so full of shit it is utterly ridiculous.
how does anyone put up with me?
i am a psycho bitch, a psycho bitch full of shit, with the occasional good thing to say.
but the occasional comes few and far between.
i'm done with it, i'm done with being so insane.
so cheers, lets drink and get jacked up and fall into bed.
it's time to change

my life is boring
theres nothing more to say
~enjoy your lives
in memory of ....

why is it that i choose to self destruct ( Read more... )

what's the point of updating?
it doesn't really matter now ...
the drugs seem to effect me more after the fact, the high didn't last long...
life's good though, there's no point denying or pretending.
don't mind me, i haven't fully developed the social skills needed in this society, maybe i was dropped on my head?

never satisfied with this reality
better to dream than to think
thinking gets me into trouble
arg i'm so messed up right now
and really fucking angry
i want to just get out
drop everything and go back to when i was a kid
hide under the covers
or in the closet
my secret space
and just forget it all
no one can quite live up to what my mind has

care about someone...
even if it's just yourself... care
care about something in this world, otherwise, whats the point?

its fucking 5am ( Read more... )

just reading some of my old entries and man have i changed ( Read more... )