I miss him. I thought time would help, but it doesn't. He thinks that I've moved on, I've been trying, but haven't gotten very far on it. I wish things were easier. I wish it hadn't ended like that. The thing that really makes me sad is the thought that I ruined it forever, and I'll never be as happy again. I honestly doubt I ever will.

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:LowSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate
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Well, it's been a couple of days as opposed to "later tonight", but that's okay. School has really been getting me down lately. Things are better now then they have been in the past couple of weeks, but then again it is only Monday. I'm trying to not feel completely overwhelmed, and get back on track with things. I've missed a couple of homework ( Read more... )

MY FREAKIN HAIR IS SHORT OMG!! In other news, went shopping today. I got my grandmother a *paint your own teaset* for christmas. I hope she has a sense of humor...Anyway Yay for break, and double yay for the bowl game trip. I would make a longer post but Im tired so Ill leave it for later.

Things seem so strange right now... Its been a year since Larry left. Things have changed so much. Im glad that hes gone, and that that part of my life is over with now. Things seem to be better now, but I dont know. I dont feel like myself anymore. I feel lost, lonely. Im messing up in school, dont have a job, etc. I cant really say one thing ( Read more... )

Ummmm yah so my life blows. I got a 74 on my genetics final. I needed a 75 to make a C. fantastic.

1) Are you in a complicated relationship ( Read more... )

holy FUCK the new bond movie is the best action movie ever ever seen...

ba da dee da ba da DAHHHHHHHHHHH

**rollsonthefloorguninhand**

I am so exahusted... last night I hung out with Brian. His stomach was really acting up- I want to be there for him, but when Im there I dont know what the hell to do when hes sitting there cramped up in pain. Theres no way Im going to leave him,Im not scared away that easily, I just wish I knew something I could do to make him hurt less. I didnt ( Read more... )

So Im just in a weird mood. Dont know what to feel, think, or do. So whatever.