My stomach hurts in the morning. I can't even breakfast. I think it's acid.

Shit burns in my tummy and when it's being pushed out. It must be acid.

My eyes burn and my stomach burns. I hope my soul is next.

My eyes are burning. I'm blind because I want to see everything so I took a break from wearing glasses ( Read more... )

My old man got me to install a voice recorder on his ipad so i can do the same shit i do here on LJ

ho ho ho merry christmas

You try to be strong but it's hard because everyone around you is also feeling the seasonal change. I keep promising myself this will be the last winter on the east coast but like an abusive spouse I keep running back.

The memories of the future bled through to me as a child. I was told to keep still during prayer as a child. I would go into a meditative state during these moments of constraint which I thought I how we communicate to God. I would go into tunnels like wormholes inside my head and have vivid dreams of my future but using signs I would understand at ( Read more... )

My belly button gets itchy in the winter because my skin gets dry. Why do I cry? Fuck this shit I just want to sleep forever as the days get shorter and the nights get darker.

It's getting cold. Holidays are coming. What are you going to buy yourself to justify living another year?

I'm back on a desktop PC I created with whatever was laying around the house. I think after I wrote most of my master's thesis I was able to shed 15 years of trauma and pick up where I left off. I did gain some weight though but it will be fun working it off through proper exercise and eating.

Life is good though.

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It's been awhile since I wrote in this thing. I used to type shit all the time and love it. I used to use this account to cope with not having anything else better to cope with. Now I guess I make those videos with my dad. Don't tell him but he's really hard to work with. The elderly need a lot of nap time and snacks. Oh and the massive shits ( Read more... )

I'm ambivalent towards cars. Growing up in the sticks your life depends on one. I guess that's why we fight for gas even though I got tons in my bubble butt ( Read more... )