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The boyfriend and I got back together, then broke up; he cheated. He begged for a second chance. Ultimately it was do I make him happy, or make myself happy? Now, neither of us are happy. I don't know anymore ( Read more... ) -
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Today sucks. It really, really, really fucking sucks. Here's why:
Ophelia: Hey!
Boyfriend: We should take some time off.
Ophelia: ...What?
Boyfriend: You're too much for me. I can't handle this right now.
Ophelia: ...What!
Boyfriend: I can't handle you. *goes on to say he doesn't know me anymore, I've changed, etc...* I think we should let this end now ( Read more... ) -
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I have lots of geometry to do
fast week :D -
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138
Fuck life.
D:
fast week
luckily I'll be 130 by school. I have ten days, I can be 128 or less if I really kick my ass
which I will.
I'm not going to be this anymore, dammit. -
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IIIIIIIIIIIIII'MMMMMMMM SIXTEEN :D -
132
I'm felling good; if I fast today, then tomorrow I'll be even less [: I might not be able to do the same the day after anyway, but I need to reach my goal, I will be in the 120s by next week, no exceptions.
<3 I can do thiiiiiis -
I refuse
to be like this any longer. -
make me happy, Charles Mingus
fasting still, but I haven't checked my weight yet, I'm nervous to. I'm halfway through my summer course, but I need to work more. I went out with the boy yesterday, took Valium and just hung out, even though I hadn't seen him in forever, but I'm currently a bit annoyed with him. Ugh, today sort of sucks. For no reason. I have to d a lot of math ( Read more... ) -
So, today
I fast as penance for yesterday. I stayed up until past dawn, then crashed so I woke up at like 2:30 pm.. Lame. Nothing Judy Garland can't cure [: It's about to storm like mad, so I figure I'll go outside, have a cig and dance in it. Excitinggggg. Not really. I got mad at my phone yesterday and threw it, but now I can't find it X_X stupid. I need ( Read more... ) -
Ophelia Speaks!
Hello. Hello hello hello. I'm Ophelia. I've been lurking on LJ for a while, and now I've finally made an account... Yay? The primary purpose for this journaling thing is I've got an ED, and want to, I don't know, connect or something with other people who do, too. Which sounds sort of stupid. Like, something I'd say in group of some sort. Awkward ( Read more... )