ok i haven't wrote in forever and for that i am ashamed, so spanked me. Albuquerque was fun when i got there but then the weather got bad and it got cold and we didn't get to enjoy the white sands national monument because it was so windy. and to top it off it was three and a half hours from our hotel so we we in the car most of the time. Brendan ( Read more... )

we did some spring cleaning today it was fun i guess... it won't stay that way though.... i'll give it a few days lol. any way this week is spring break and that mean it closer to going to new mexico. well im out really bored and this isn't helping bye........

last night i partied, wish you could of came erica, and i got sort of drunk and had alot of fun watching everyone trip over their feet and talk about random things. you know it was a good party when you wake up and half the people that are there sleeping you either have no idea who they are or you didn't even know that many people were there to ( Read more... )

I had the best most orgasmic sex in the fucking world yesterday. It was so good i can feel the pain in my thighs. man and then later that night we did it angain and i tied something new it was kinda wierd and no im not telling cause you wouldn't want to know any way lol ( Read more... )

why does living hurt so much. Sometimes I can't bare to go on any longer and it seems that the only way to get away is to die. Just end it plain and simple, but then i think about the people who care about me and i feel stupid for thinking about something as dumb as that. I'm in love and i'm being loved back and i have a real good friend, but ( Read more... )

and it wasn't the princess diaries, it was prince and me, and raise you voice, lol. they were good. i'm cooking dinner right now chicken helper mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yummy well i better get back to the kitchen before it burn down. BRENDAN COMES HOME TOMORROW HAY I CAN'T WAIT!

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I feel alot better now that i had some sleep, still alittle shakin up by what happen but i can cope. I talked to brendans roommate ryan for a little bit then i played JAK2, then i went to sleep around three. and now im up washing cloths like a little housemaid lol. sometimes i think i am cleanin up all the time, but im just a striaghten upperer, ( Read more... )

brendan called today and asked me if i was on the computer looking at profiles. I nearly had a heart attack because it meant that he was spying on me. i was really hurt but it was expected because it happens in every relationship. Now i scared that he will be suspicious of every thing i do on the computer. what makes it worst is that i think ( Read more... )

hey i'm about to watch cold creek manor heard it was good so i hope it is. after that im going to watch colateral with hot tom cruise and that blk guy lol. oh yeah sorry about yesterdays post i was just pissed but i'm good now ok movie is starting peace out

just got back from rock climbing and i have not hurt this much in so long. anyway i went to the talberts house today to see nicole he dad is back from iraq and there was big party. she was really happy to see me and i was happy to see her, she is one of really good friends and one of the biggest helpers i have had in my life. anyway we talked ( Read more... )